Seems like a very peaceful morning. I see blue sky peeking through the clouds which gives me hope that it will be beautiful in a couple of hours when I go for my usual Sunday walk.
I feel so lucky, and blessed to have met the group that I go walking with!!! For a couple hours every Sunday, I don't have to think or worry about things. I let it all go, think about nothing in particular and just enjoy the time. Occasionally I feel almost ignorant in some conversations, but its easy to get out of, and there is always something entertaining going on.
I talk to dshs about medical this week, and will make a Dr appt as well. The SSI process has started, now the years of fighting begin... grrr. I hate knowing that in the grand scheme of things the effin illness wins again. Sigh... But I do know many cases (now) that are being approved. I love that my meds are working, but it always comes back...
I switched rooms here in the basement so I have a new cave. I think Lola really likes it! It has been almost a year since Gizmo passed. I miss him. I see pics of orange tabbies but still none as beautiful as he was. Mike and I were back in contact for less than 6 months before he threw his last tantrum July 4th, but he was there when needed when I had to make the choice to say goodbye to Gizzy. I was so glad that he was there to mourn what originally was his cat. Sigh.... ummm happier thoughts....
Yeah, not really anything else even remotely exciting going on in my little corner of Oz. My love life is non-existent, my friends are awesome, but have real lives of their own with jobs and families and stuff. :) I do have a dinner date with Jenni and Melissa on Sat. Super excited for that!!!! I haven't seen Jenni since my birthday and Melissa.... oh its just been years. The 3 of us were quite the trio many moons ago. It should be awesome.
Oh, to some this will be big news... I have quit smoking ciggerettes. I am using the "Smart smoke" but the nicotine oil is super cheap. Best part is, I don't miss it! So, if I can continue to lose weight, and stop smoking, and continue exercising ... I may actually be ready for Bloomsday, or at least look (and feel) better than I did last year!
Im out of things to update... will try to Coffee break at least 2ce a month.
Current music ---"At least I'm not as sad as I used to be" Fun
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